Global warming

Has anyone read the newspaper? The fucking world is heating up! The world hasn't been this hot since 2000 years ago! What the hell is going on! I am furious about this! We have no one to blame but us. With all these docotor and scientist we cannot come up with solution to this major issue. Every winter for the past 3 to 5 years has been getting warmer and we get less snow compared to 10 or 20 years ago. Our summers are full of rain. All this global warming is happening way to fast for me to handle. This week alone there has been 2 different articles about the world going in the shitter. Ribbon sea lion are going to be considered to be a endangered speices... no comment... along with the polar bears that are dying thanks to us humans. With all this technology and inventions I would of thought someone would come up with something.

As far as my day went, it was a day from hell. A new deli opened up around the other corner and is dropping my sales for a week... but I'm not worried about them. My mother is going through menopause while fight to get a new lease for her buisness. Her apartment lease that's over by october needs to be renewed but the stupid greedy chinese landlord is stalling. If my mother doesn't get this lease she will be forced to leave the store without anything... 15 years of hard work, tears, and sweat and its about to going into the shitter... this is fucked up! My mother who is an alcoholic was of course sloshed today again... crying wailing laughing and stumbling...all infront of customers...embarassing... and then the grand ending everything that's happening is my fault. Everything that's happens to my mother is my fault. I've been blamed all my life it doesn't faze me. I am the cursed mistake my mother made.

What I see happening around us as we speak...

Let me start this with no offensive to the asian, as I am half korean. As we speak I see the people who are not asian being pushed out of the community and some out of state. For example, 10 years ago woodside and maspeth used to be full of irish people... now the asian community has mostly taken over. North whitestone, flushing, and etc.  There is this scary fact I learned that there are more koreans here in the united states than there are in korea itself! Does anyone find this very upsetting? Most hispanic are moving down to texas and vegas. Most black people have gone down south. Most white are going either south or west. So I see New York turning into a full asian state. Before we know it this place will be called The United States of China! I always wondered why the hell does chinese people speak so loud, why are their breath mostly stinky, and why don't they have any manners? I wonder how the people over all are... can you imagine time square full of chinese people all talking on their phones? I think I would just lose it and start breaking most peoples phones. I have a lot of chinese customers and when they open their mouth and start speaking its like everyone needs to stop everything and look at who the hell is this fucking person talking. Maybe its just me have you ever noticed asian are the only people who would stop in the middle of the street just to talk on the phone. They don't care they don't notice anything else they get so caught but on the phone its ridiculous! Enough about asians for today!

Life in a world where things don't make sense.

So here I am today working as always. Nothing new nothing different. I'm standing here taking my customers as usual. I start to realized there are so many people out there that doesn't speak english. I'm really starting to get annoyed because there are people out there who are uneducated, doesn't even speak english, pay no taxes and etc, who are living the american dream, you know the one where we americans are killing ourselves everyday for... we americans have become the minority now... but the worst part is the goverment has allowed all of this to come true for the illegals here... more and more people are resorting to an off the book job to keep end meeting. I see this happening... by the time I turn 65 years old there won't be any ssi checks or any benefits.... at the moment I cannot afford insurance. Medicare stats I make too much $. So please explain to me why am I paying taxes still? I know for the immigrants! And for their million children they want to have... this cycle will never end until thhe goverment does something serious about it...

ever thought?

did you ever think what other people think about you. i never do but i just wondered because i see all different people everyday and some people are just oblivious to everything. usually when i go into a deli i like to be face to face or wherever the cashier is standing...some people just dont notice... next time when you go into a grocery store see if you make this mistake... throw change at the cashier, put your belonging on thier merchandise, ask about a price without even looking for one on the item and etc... those are just couple of things that annoy me.